Here's what I wish. I wish I could wave a wand and make everyone's life happy. I know this sort of thing is normally left to our Creator. But..that does not lessen my frustration. I remember when mom used to try to make sure all her children were happy and getting along. I used to scoff at that. Oh, please, I said. We're fine. We'll work things out. I now understand.
When my children moved out and we were left empty nesters, I was perfectly happy with it. Except--I was no longer in charge. I was no longer able to assert my will and make sure all was well.
I want their lives and the lives of my brothers and sisters (and their offspring) to be happy and easy. Even though mine was/is not. Even though no life is. Even though I have no control or say in the matter. Still.. sure wish I did.
Quoth Desiderata: "Therefore be at peace with God; and whatever your labours and aspirations, in this noisy confusion of life, keep peace with your soul. With all the shams, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be cheerful. Strive to be happy"
